改变世界，不如改变自己

You can't change the world.

But you can always change yourself.

The changes may maintain for days, weeks, months, years, decades,

But eventually, old habit will jus come back.

The old self will once again return.

Then again we will want to change again.

The cycle just go round and round, non stop.

I have tried to make changes.

I am still trying,

Jus that you didn't see.

Trying is not jus a one time things, it wont straight away succeed overnight.

It's a continuous thing till you succeed.

and that is why it is call trying.

I am,

Jus that you didn't see.

Good night.

Vampires

Since young i always like supernatural stuffs, esp, Vampires.
i find them interesting.

I always like to watch Vampire movies, TV series etc.
Example, movies - Twilight, Underworld and for TV series, Vampires Dairies, True Blood etc.
Recently i have been watching Vampires Dairies and true blood. and i love it.
Love story between Vampires and Humans, it's so extraordinary.

Yea, i know it's jus shows, they are fake blah blah blah.
I nv say they are real. i jus like them. =]

anyway, i'm like googling online now about vampires.
jus to satisfy my curiosity.

there are so many version of vampires.

Creating vampires

The causes of vampiric generation were many and varied in original folklore. In Slavic and Chinese traditions, any corpse which was jumped over by an animal, particularly a dog or a cat, was feared to become one of the undead.A body with a wound which had not been treated with boiling water was also at risk. In Russian folklore, vampires were said to have once been witches or people who had rebelled against the Church while they were alive.

supposed to post everything up.

but it's jus too many from Wikipedia.

here's the link.

Vampires from Wiki

like it or not.

i'm jus a totl fan of vampires. =]

SIMS 3

I want to play Sims 3!!!

fuck. why can't i?

damn it.

really feel damn pek chek after trying for hours and hours.

fuck fuck fuck.

random pic.

Herstory party at Zouk. DEC 2009

Hatred

This few days i have not been myself.

No appetite.
Moody.
Grumpy.

Maybe it's pms, maybe it not.
Maybe it's some other thing that is affecting it.

Other that me not being myself,

I found myself starting to hate.
Hate many many things.

I'm getting tired.

I need some distraction.

W-E-I-R-D

Spell it.

It's Weird.

So who is?

I AM!

so stay away from me.
Cux i'm a weirdo!

In desperate end.

I nv feel so broke be4.

seriously.

sigh.

Love and Hatred, both are the same thing.

I hate you all as much as i love u all.

When I talk back, i'm being said to be disrespectful,
When i shut up, The cursing and swearing is on going, and yet, i feel like a fucking loser.

so what should i do.

I just cant wait to move out.

It will be my last.

"IT" will be my last one already.

no more.

i'm satisfied and happy with it.

Monthsary again

It's our 3rd month.

=]