Can't wait.

Thurs is the day to party.

because friday is a public holiday!

wohoo!!

There are things that i need to figure out.

* a picture that took during my sister's ROM.
finally a family pic.

I just took out the bandage for my thumb.
Going back to the Sinseh tomorrow. It still feels a lil painful at some angle.

I'm thinking about alot of things.
School.
Work.
Relationship.

Yes.
Relationship.
An relationship is a particularly close interpersonal relationship. It is a relationship in which the participants know or trust one another very well or are confidant.

Well.

I do not want to really think so much.
there are things i keep thinking about.
Yea. even if i don't wanna think about them, i still think, because it's like the "thinking" just come to me instead of me going to them.
*excuses

Haha.

oh well...

I think, even if i think so much, Pointless also.
am so busy with my work till i do not want to care about other stuff.

I'll get distracted somehow.

anyway, i got to go back doing my work.
have an early night people.

night.

STARES

My eyes, they feel sleepy.
but it jus wont close.

Am i over stressed till like that?

Damn it.

Having difficult to write, and also to draw.
The speed jus slowed down.

am gg to try to slp now again.
tata~

See this

That is my right hand.

How good right.
injure my most important hand when it's during ISP period.

Sigh.

See the thumb area.
it's wrap till like some pig leg.

hmm...

Actually dun have the intention to go and see a doc (sinseh), but it's getting worse from day to day, so in the end i jus went to see the doc in the morning, and he said it' gotten worse and i should see a doc earlier. but i didnt. hmm.

damn.

There's some kind of inflammation, that is y so painful.

boo.

I got a test tmr, and i haven't study yet. how nice right? am tired and i dunno how to study already.
=[

Only had like 4 hours of slp yesterday!!

a day of...

A day of moodiness.

very very very moody.

No one seem to understand how i feel.
no one at all.

Now's my turn to disappear. bye people.

enjoy yr night.

RARR, nothing to blog.

Have not been blogging for days.

Hmm..

Kinda having a lil headache now.

Was at Jac house jus now.
supose to help her but i'm so tied down with my work work and school work.

Sry jac.

Finally tonight rains.
So it wont be a hot hot night again.
=]

anyway, i can't think of anything to blog already.
so bye now~

till next time i blog again!

what i'm doing

I'm kinda like thinking alot now.

Big disappointment i had.

And for today,
I was sick. I was in terrible shape. I was feeling damn damn 辛苦 (xinku).

WAS.

Now, i'm feeling much better.

Who took care of me?
haha. None.
but i can say that the concerns from people who know that i'm sick kinda make me feel better.

yea.

the best words i had ever heard yesterday night, still remain in my head. and it touches me, deep in my heart. hugs.


tonight is a hot hot night. the weather is damn warm. and uncomfortable.

Fun Fun FUN!

It was enjoyable yesterday night.

yilynn's belated birthday celebration.
at zouk.

Her workplace people and a few of us.

nice.

Free Entry,

Free Bottlesss of Champagnes,

Free Cabbing down to Zouk.

Totally.

Fun.

Yilynn was physically drunk, mentally sober.
Me and rae are very very very sober, only until the later part, she became blur blur like that.

Pictures!










It's the best night i have ever had, after what i heard.
Really.
i can jus cry in tears of joy.

Bored, aimlessly, ston-ing

A pic for Randomness.

Yes.

Am stoning, aimlessly, and very very bored.

hmm. It's been so long since i came home early in a Friday night.
and i'm like bored now.
damn.

finding things to do, trying to find drama to watch.

Rarr!

Itch

Home.

Feel.

Bathe.

Make up.

Change.

Out.

Water.

Work.



Wonder what's next.

Random, home, on the bed, alone

Stayed in school to finish up my work.
Rae companied me in school and finished up my battery in my psp, playing them, while i'm doing my work.
and then, when i took a short break from my work, we took pic. OK. ERM. PictureSsss..

Staying in school is productive.
i can jus concentrate in doing my work.
whether be it school work or work-based work.

Nice.

Random, random random.

I hope i'm on track for ISP.
Keeping thinking that i like not enough time to do up my final work.
Grrr.

2 more week, ISP.
Scary.

*yawns

dinner at 10 plus (i know, late late dinner), and i'm like hungry already. =[
what happen to my stomach man, What happen...
Rarr.
Chomps*

signing off.

THANK YOU

TO: JACOB JAC SAW

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SALONPAS!!

SIGNING OFF,
JISELLE

In school. doing work.

Am in school now.

Jus submitted my video production stuff.

Finally.

Now i'm so going to start on my book cover design.

Yes, Will start on it.

Right after i blog.

Comment box up. For a few days already. 

And as i was hoping for no spamming and so on,

The 1st person to spam i had already deleted the comment away already.

My blog, my space.

Step the fuck out of my space.

Am so tired now. even though i have been sleeping slightly more recently.

Maybe it's jus my neck.

It's still aching away.

Anyway, to clear some stuff up.

I'm not back with anyone, neither am i attached.

I'm happy the way i am now.

And in the future i'll still will be.

Being single give me more time to focus on other stuff. 

School, work, and frens.

I kinda enjoying the life i am having now.

=]

sprained neck.

Am jus typing this with this terrible sprained neck that i have.
I cant turn my head to the left side. =[

Anyway, i think i'm taking up photoshoots and so on.

Hope more to come.

Need to earn money.

Tons of things had happened.
But i'm jus very lazy to recall back and talk abt it.
No point also.
Because it's already over. it's the past.

I think i need to be more happy.
It's been quite sometime since i really been like really happy.
As in REALLY REALLY HAPPY.

It's been so long since i last smile with bliss in my heart and jus be really happy.


* who can make me smile and laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Maybe, i should jus depend on myself to make myself happier.
Ya, i think i should. =]

Being independent is good.

In school.

Am in school now.

Stoning away.

Just finished the filing.

By right i have to do the book cover, but then again,
Can't, because of the pathetic Wireless@SG in my school.

i need to do the research and also more more things.
kinda behind time.

And my school is like blocking out the Wireless@SG.
damn it.

Only can manage to one one pathetic bar of wireless.
Stupid.

Yawns.
So sleepy.

I shall piang the whole week to like work on the Book cover, and also ISP.

ISP.
Stress.

Idea is there.
How to start on it.

Damn lazy.

Comments function back to normal.

I decided not to put any tagboard anymore.

I'll jus stick to the comments box.


However,
if being spammed with insults, or spammed by those pathetic morons who does all the comparing again, i'm going to close down every single details of my blog.
and start a new one.
a new private blog.

Tata~

Rain rain pain~

It's raining outside.

will be going out later to meet cliques.

have the urge to meet them.

i...

have been home since morning,
didnt want to leave the bed.

Jus want to like stone, think and jus nua.

my mind, is being filled up the whole day.
thinking and missing.

Jac, sry that i cant go and find you when i'm supposed to.
thank you for sending me back and helping me.
Apologies to Jac's friends as well.


ok... back to my drama!

Shopping

A few things that i feel like getting.

Need:
1. new wallet. my LV already spoilt for years already.
2. Bagpack to carry around when i'm bring my laptop out.

Want:
1.

2.
3.
White one of course.
(picture credit to soplify-boo.weebly.com)

I want to go shopping.
I vent everything out.

Hungry now.

Maggie maybe later.

Fuck lah.

back.

Busy week.

Submissions are the pain in the ass thing.

busy and rushing.

fighting with time, and the printing shop is damn small to fit in every single one.

'

Past pic.

=]

Piece of shit

Getting to frustrated.

Couldn't take it.

I broke down.

badly.

I went to smoke, and i broke down.
I cried badly.

tears jus keep flowing out.

Starting,

i'm all alone.
behind alley.
crying like shit.
silently.

on to my continuous 3rd stick, am still crying,
but i have someone beside me, yanru.

it's good that we're in the same school.

she's there jus to listen to me.
to hold me when i cry.
to pat my head when i'm down.

All the things that i think about,
all the stuff i have to do.

I'm a heavy thinker.
thinks alot,
thinks too much.

am jus really plain stupid and silly.
am jus some emo kid.

Fuck it lah

Oh great.

I fucking feel so fucking down.
so fucking emo.

How am i suppose to say?
is not i don't want to, is more like i don't know how to.

i'm such a fucking stupid piece of shit.

sigh.

I shall jus emo myself at one corner after i finish my work

Who will ever know

Am doing my work half way.
so jus feel like pouring out.


Who the fuck will anyone know that i feel like crying?

For what?

I dun even know.

Nonsensical?

haha.
I know.

am jus plainly emo-ing.

Party again!!!

Am going party tonight!!

Straight place because birthday girl is straight.
=]

oh well. no matter what we will enjoy ourself. =]

CBox locked again and now deleted

It's very tiring to see my tag board being spam and flooded.

Anyone wan to contact me or sth, please directly contact me. once in a while i'll pop by yr blog to say hello. =]

Am gg clubbing tonight.

But am emo now.

Sigh.

NOTE:

Cboxed removed because CELEST is damn irritated seeing his stupid, retarded remark.
(quoted from our msn conversation)
she asked me quote her.

hmm..

thanks alot girl.
=]

Bahahaha.

It's almost 4 already.

And i'm still awake.

hmm.

Class starts at 9 am.
Tsk.

haha.

was out like having supper. and then went to meet another fren.
nice chat we have.
even though 1st time meet up.

it's been so long since i last slack at the mac and just talk with a cup of coke. =]

usually i'll jus slack with lynn.
now seldom because, lynn is tired after work and me busy with school work.

so yea.

today didnt even touch any of my school work.
how nice.

haha.

good night ppl.

dum dum dum

Jus came back from from briefing.

sitting down in my living room, blogging away.

i got tons of work to do.
but then hor, tsk. lazy.

didnt have enough sleep.

and i hate afternoon naps.
it gives me headaches.

New school project coming up.
Interesting theme.
I need to start to think about ideas already.

smile people smile!
Keep smiling and it will make the rest of your day happy.

=]