End of year 2008

Hours later,
The new year will be here.
Year 2009.

New year new day?

I hope so though.

Year 2008 is not really that good to me.
For me working, start studying again, breaking up, getting attached, and breaking up again.
It's hard for me.
Tiring as well.

Year 2009,
Hope it will be good.

Nope, i'm not going to count down today.
Hate the crowds.
Damn.

I'm gg to turn 22 in year 2009.
Getting older and older.
I wonder,
Is there anything for me to look forward to as i grow old?

Bah

I'm too tired to blog recently.

Jus wan to sleep.

Or even rest really really well.

Webcamming

Am web camming with mr jon now.

You see all her funny actions!

It's my entertainment.

Nehehehe...

Merry Christmas

It's Christmas already.

Ok.

Working have been fucking busy today.

Damn.

Aching all over.

Hmm..

Going PLAY on Christmas night.
Sure will have lots and lots of fun. =]

Bless everyone!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

HAHA

It's so freaking funny....
Damn.

HA-HA

Ey, wait.
Who are you again?

Jus came back from supper with lynn, charlie, jon, and charlie's friend, zhi ren.
Lol.

It's so funny lah.

Laughing at each other picture in the I/C.
Jus keep talking and joking.
My I/C is the joke of the night.

It's raining so heavily and we all are drenched.
But it's a good night to sleep. =]

I jus bathed so can't really sleep straight away, so here i am, blogging.

Before meeting for supper,
I went to like search for christmas presents.
Hmm..
Left a few more i think.
Don't really know what to get.

Have to work later at 12 till closing.
Bless me.
Cause it's Christmas' eve.

=]

Night everyone.
I shall go surf the net etc.

Monday 23 Dec

2 more days to Christmas.

need to start my xmas present shopping.

damn.

anyway,
was out jus now in town to meet jon, yilynn and yanru.

Yilynn only reach about 830.
so jon, me and yanru were in town in 5 plus 6.
so we went walking ard.

Didn't see what i really like. nothing i can find that really interest me and i cant find the thing that i want and need.
damn.

it's so difficult to find.

anyway, about 6 plus 7,
yanru went to meet her new friends,
left me and jon.

so we jus walked ard.
for nth.

Yilynn called and yeap, we met up.
wanted to go eat dinner, then yanru msg me to go spinelli with the new friends.

and there we were.

Pictures.
Very Very Random.



That my finger actually. pointing at yilynn.

Smoking and she just wanna disturb.





All my love ones.
=]

Work is mostly done.
Just that it will increase in the freaking future.

hmm.

School starting soon, in a few weeks time.

I think i'm gonna miss my holiday real real bad.

Event on friday

Did an event for an hour for a company D&D.

Being the casino girl.
with Gix, Feliza and winnie.

Feliza

winnie

Winnie's booth

My booth.

Gix and me.

this job is so fun.

Cause it's jus playing with the people who are going to the D&D.
=]

Thank Gix for fetching me to the Pines and sending me back to the Far east plaza together with the rest of the girls.

forget to add in

Jon bought me twilight 3rd book -Eclipse for my christmas.

Now, i have the whole series of the Twilight saga.
i will took those books' pictures soon.
=]


apparently this afternoon, i cried.
badly.

For some reason that only jon know about it now.
It's so hurtful.
I cried silently and badly,
jon, who is webcamming with me, saw me crying.
trying to comfort me, it's pointless.

cause my mood all goes down to drain.

Don't even feel like going out.
don't even feel like talking.
don't even wan to smile.



In the end,

The whole thing,
It wont change.
think about it.

I hate the moment like these.
and disappointed.

Supermassive black hole.

another favorite song for me.

Supermassive black hole.
Artist(Band):Muse

Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(sucked into the supermassive)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Waste of time, I rather work and earn more money.

*****Edited*****

Cause i think it's a waste for time.


My Favourite song now which keep on playing in my ipod.

Paramore
Decode lyric

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

Yeah.Yeah.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

I Hugs This song!!

So sad

I'm so feel like crying,
so stress.

i couldn't take it.
no longer able to handle all these.

Oh man.

So sad.

so sad.









AS IF AR.

It's jus a small "act" for you guys to imagine for laughter.

HUGS EVERYONE!
Cheers!
=]

oh man

Continue to be who you think you are.

and you will jus get shits in most of your life.

To Someone who has not grow up and being really immature.

Apparently,

We do not care anymore.
Cuz now, when she needs us, she will call.
and i didn't stop her to see you.
It's her choice.

So stop blaming other people, and think.
Use your brain to think properly.

You're old enough to think, and i mean use your own brain to think.

You wanna know what i'm thinking?
I'm thinking that it's really time for you to grow up.

Oh,
you can go ahead and keep continue to blame us or even her.
Cuz apparently, this will be my last post in my blog posting about you.
Nv will i post again, esp about you.

Last good bye.

Bye.

Finally

Finally, Later I get to watch Twilight in the big screen Movie screen.

Hmmm.

Yay..

Happy now.

Anyway,
Hate me all you wan,
Cause no one does, but only you.
so it doesn't make a difference.

Cold cold night

It has been raining the whole day.

Afternoon is still alright.

But now i don't really feel that good.

moody now.

Maybe is because i'm alone and feeling damn cold.

i'm gg to read on my bed already.

bye.

hopefully i can fall aslp.

OMG

I gotten my hands on the 2nd book of twilight saga. NEW MOON

Thank you, my younger brother for helping to buy 1st.

oh man.






Ok. is used my laptop cam to take the pic. so all is like mirror image.

I'm damn happy lah.

jus now was a mess.
but whatever.

As long as yanru is happy, i'm happy.

Big Big hug to yanru..
Loves~


OH YAR.

I bought the 4th book.
but no 3rd book.

Oh man.

Help me find the 3rd book ppl?

Title: Eclipse
author: Stephanie Meyer.

Thank you.

Tag me when you found it.
the place. =]

New pic update

Far east plaza. i think the shop call slice of life.
I love the desserts there.

=]

Drools.

After at night around 9 pm, Went to chill at Eve.




Ok this is a super unglam pic.

But i'm not the one being unglam.
so it's alright. =]

anyway,

bored.

Maybe working for Zoukout.
But not confirm yet.

oh man.

bye bye.

Stupid things jus happend

Did some shopping recently.

here are the things i buy



Body shop cheeks and lip stain.



New set eye showas and make up essentials.
it's a really affordable price.





My favorite of all,
Twilight book.

Ok.
1st,
the pictures are like mirror image cux i'm using my laptop cam.
2nd.
I know some pic i really look retard but i'm bored lah.