It's monday

Hmmm.

Have been sleeping late and like having broken sleep.
After that feeling damn tired at night already, esp when I'm outside.
but whenever i reach home, i'm not tired already and start to like stay awake till 3 plus 4 or even 5 am in the morning.

Damn.

Hmm.

Tomorrow i have a casting at the great world city and it's damn fucking not really like easy to go there. Spoilt my mood for it.
I'm not like rich models or people who take cab to wherever they are going or even for casting.
By hook or crook i have to find a train there or even a bus.
Cabbing to casting is something that i seldom do.

And tomorow casting i have to wear high heels.
damn. Great World City is far and i stil have to wear heels? it will kill me!! damn it.
Most prob i'll jus wear a slipper and reach there then change or sth. hmm.

Sigh. I think i'm not going for the Mc model interview already, cux it's so fucking out of the way.

Damn.
Feeling like tired now, but not sleepy.
and it's like my mood like so grumpy and upset easily recently.
Damn fucked up as well.

Too bad, i jus show my emotions out, i dont really care about how people deal with it.

You wanna get upset over my mood or so, so be it. as if i care.
It's no one's fault or whatsoever.

it's jus things happen or you do, it jus happen or do it at a wrong day, wrong time, wrong mood.

too bad.

Feeling like damn bored now.

Need to rush my work as well.

Christmas coming.

Zoukout less than like 2 weeks time.
I wont be going, cause i cant really afford the ticket there. damn.

Oh well.

bye ppl.

ps: OH YA! Thank you jon's mummy for buying the gucci lanyard for me. =]