It's for u

I got nothing to say anymore.

I jus wanna shut up.

All i did,
is for your own good.
Be it whether u appreciate it or nt.

The things i say.
it's in a wrong way.
but if u wan is jus to mis-interpret it.
then, there's nothing more i can say.

Yes lynn,
I know what u saying and all this. and i dun blame u for knowing all these.
I take in your words to me, and absorb them.
i'm grateful for your words to me.
i really do.

It's jus that,
i don't like she herself even without telling me how it feels like after i say all these.
telling u everything, and showing u all the sms-es that i sent her.
and you r the one who come and tell me.
Upright disappointment.

i don't go around showing people about my fren's messages.
Because i don't like it.
it's fine if she jus tell you,
but instead, she chose to forward u the msges that i sent her.
Which is making me so upset now.

*end


the feeling i'm having now.
I jus wanna cry alone.
and i couldnt be bothered anymore.
your life, your choice, your own decision.

bye.