into depression

Again is i feel.

I have not been feeling like these for years already.

Now,
I jus wan to drop and die.

Jiselle is going into depression soon.

I'm serious.

I have been crying for hours.
and i only sleep for 2 hours.
who can help me.

No one.
Totally.

I jus wan to be left alone now, yet i need hugs from all those i love.

What am i suppose to do.
Why am i like that.

I so fucking useless.

Fucking USELESS.

Damn it.

Kill me.