Piece of shit

Getting to frustrated.

Couldn't take it.

I broke down.

badly.

I went to smoke, and i broke down.
I cried badly.

tears jus keep flowing out.

Starting,

i'm all alone.
behind alley.
crying like shit.
silently.

on to my continuous 3rd stick, am still crying,
but i have someone beside me, yanru.

it's good that we're in the same school.

she's there jus to listen to me.
to hold me when i cry.
to pat my head when i'm down.

All the things that i think about,
all the stuff i have to do.

I'm a heavy thinker.
thinks alot,
thinks too much.

am jus really plain stupid and silly.
am jus some emo kid.