Moody yet again

Work for 2 days morning shift.

tired and back aching.
the lucky thing is that it's not like super busy.

Heard alot of news from the staffs.
some personal issues.
makes me realise that sometime, not just looks can be deceiving, some character can be deceiving as well.

I am smart enough to see how the person is like by looking at him or her, and observing him or her will make me realise more about them. I can see and feel how the person is, but i nv judge. I don't know whether you believe it or not, but my sixth sense is so strong till, i can sense stuff happening sometime. Maybe you think i am jus bullshitting or sth. But it's your choice whether to believe it or not. I didn't say like it's 100% always right. I am jus human, i make mistakes sometimes as well.
I am not saying i'm a psychic or sth ok?

anyway,
I am so sick of how ugly the world is now.
Maybe that is y i like design.
So that i can design my beautiful world, though it's not like reality or sth,
but it's still beautiful.

I am not perfect.
I do not speak perfect english.
I do not like myself sometime as well.

Judge the world you may,
But to judge people personally,
I think you are just so pathetic.

I am not bimbotic,
because i personally hates bimbos.
Define bimbo?
My defination of bimbos are girls, whether pretty or not, put tons of make-ups, put on expensive clothes and carry branded bags, but they are jus so pathetic.They judged other girls, saying they are fat and etc, their poor eng, they are not as pretty as the bimbos. blah blah blah.
And oh ya,
most importantly, They are totally dumb.

alright now.
i am jus pissed off now and really hungry.
so many things happened and i dunno where I went do.
I mean the original me!
I am not myself anymore.

I need to get myself back.