bahahah

Silly as always.

Can't believe it.

A get away

I hope

I hope

i hope

Lu la la lu

Bah.

Am bored.

and emo?

haha. maybe.

Went all the way to yishun jus to find yanru and rae for prata!

haha.

nice dinner cum supper we have.

=]

on my way back on the bus,

thinking and thinking.

stoning and stoning.


alighted bus,
an sit at my park, a bench.
with no one ard, and sing.
softly.

after 15-30min later,
continue my way back home.

The night is so cooling and quiet.
It's a night good for enjoying the silence.
to jus close your eyes, and enjoy the breeze.

Nice.

Closing down

What i have been doing for today?

1. closing down of friendster.
2. deleting friends from facebook.
3. stoning.
4. sketches.
5. jogging.
6. clearing out the photo from facebook.
7. delete the blog layout that i do not need.
8. think alot, but happy thoughts.
9. telling myself the thing i need to do and not to do.
10. clearing out pictures that i find them pointless to keep.
11. tear off my laptop skin. (decided to change a new one)


Before (above)
After (Above)
*i threw away the flowers that is behind the laptop.

12. clearing my table.
13. eating sweets.
14. wash my containers and so on.

and a lot and a lot of stuff.
It's my most fruitful day.
=D

it's like spring cleaning time.
can throw, throw.
can cancel, cancel.

whether be it is in virtual life or real life.

I did all these is because i wan a new life.
I going to step out of everything.
Having my school and work and of course friends as my 1st priority.

How about relationship?
When it comes, it will.
I do not rush it. I nv did.

I love the way all my friends treat me.
I know they love me alot.
And i do as well.

Having been going home 5-6 am in the morning for the past 3-4 days.
It's holiday why not.

Now that i'm gg to start school tmr,
i will have to take note not to tired myself.

Sometimes, i need to "power off" also.
*grins

Oh ya people,
Did i mention i quiting smoking?
yes i am, and this current pack will be the last pack.
so i wont smoke unless i have to. Like work.
*winks

Ok, I'm here, swearing that i'm going to quit smoking.
(unless work, my friends knows why)

i already promised my mum.
I promised my frens, and they are helping me with it.

I love the way i'm going to change my lifestyle.

I feel much more happier now.

smile people smile.

*i'm staying in what i am. i'm jus changing my lifestyle.
I guess this sentence only i know what it means. =]

changing

My blog will be a blog whereby people can no longer tag and comment.

Comment disable.
Cbox locked (maybe removing it for good)

Blog MAYBE CHANGING
And lock for good.

I'm clearing away my stuff.
throwing away those useless stuffs.
Those stuff that i used to have the same and was given by u, or even remind me of u.
I throw away everything and i buy some stuff myself.

I do not want to share the same thing as u anymore.

I'll feel disgusted.

Blocked and deleted.

It feel so freaking good throwing away all those stuff.

I was like "YAY! Throw, Finally!"

Wat i was thinking.
It's going to be forever forgotten.
It's going to be a history that is too lame or not worth to even rmb.

I totally love the stuff that i bought.
Though its a lil tight on budget, But i need those stuff!

Happily ever after!
Finally.

Bs

Don't fucking bullshit with me.

Had enough.

This time is unforgivable.

Fuck you.

All you bull shit.
Your denies is so fake.
It doesn't tally.

i didnt accuse you.
u are jus the main suspect.
If you really didnt do,
fine.
If you did and still in denial, i guess, you better watch out for your own ass.

Fuck you

Fuck you

Fuck all the people who irritates me.

Fuck people who jus can't leave me alone.

Fuck the PERSON who is a helpless.

Fuck it!

I love the one who really stood by me.
Hugs and kisses.

Zouk-ing

Had herstory party at zouk yesterday night.
and i only manage to reach home, at around 8 plus when zouk close at 3am.

why?

i shall not comment much.
It was fun till my mood jus went down the drain jus like that.
my friends know what happen that night.

it's more than enough.

reach home, change and everything.

finally sleeps till now.
and wakes up.

after about 5 hours of sleeps?

hmm.

Ok, zilian pictures from last time.
hmm....

anyway, finally get to meet a friend, which is really nice.

i'm already had enough of all the shits, and i had already ans or tell you whatever i want to say.
so yup. enough said.

"做贱自己"
"I'm being a total bitch."

These is what i got when i'm jus dancing away with my fren. wonderful.

you know what,
this is not what you say "做贱自己" "I'm being a total bitch.", when i'm jus merely dancing away.

If i'm jus fucking around and go around the club to kiss every single person i saw.
and that is called
"做贱自己"
"I'm being a total bitch."

And even though u say all these,
i dun feel anything, i'm don't even feel i'm being offended.

Because i'm not being one, and
Because i know that you have no rights to say me.
not because u being a bitch or whatsoever,
is because, we got nothing to do with each other and we are merely friends.
so you are not fit to grab hold of me and interfere.

Enough said.
*yawns

Ah shit

Yawns~

Jus woke up.

so tired. damn.
later maybe need to go simlim.

shit.

i jus feel like nua-ing at home for now, be4 partying tonight.
hmm.

sian!

back to playing my games.

actually i have school work to do, but then again,
i dun feel like doing them. =]

tata~

Friendship day for us is coming

It's coming.

=]

i wonder. what to do! =]