Know what?

Jus came back from home.

Anyway,
To people who tag my cbox (those that i don't know),

I do not understand why i have so many visitor in my blog now.
even after i had removed my link from Fridae.

Didnt you guys feel tired when it comes to comparing to other people?
I mean like, you see, it's my blog, and it's me,
there's nothing to compare when the people that you compared with are different people with different looks and also different character.

I'm not like sad or angry when being compared, but jus confused whereby why do people have to compare?

love yourself, love your character.

I'm not pretty,
I'm not sexy,
I'm not cute,
I'm not some super perfect girlfriend or partner.
My english is not perfect as well.
I have bad temper and so on.

I know all these.

I'm jus living my life.


No one is perfect. you jus have to be yourself,
I always believe that, as long as you smile, and jus be yourself,
u will look the best.

anyway to Anmoymous,
I agree with you that nira is very pretty, and have a good character.
I totally agree.
I enjoy reading her blog too.

I have my life back,
enjoying and living happily.
Suddenly i jus became high profile, i feel so weird.
I mean like, whether they heard of me from whoever or whatever,
I jus think that i would prefer to be low profile.
Whether is there any bad rumours in the outside world (which makes people know about my name), I do not really care. Because, i did nothing bad or whatever, and i treat everyone equally, with love and fairness.

I'm not a flirt, not a player.
whoever think that i am, too bad, i guess those who really knows me, will only know whether i am or not.

Call me a bitch, it has no effect in provoking me.
Because i know that i'm not being one.
And nowadays, people jus keep mis-using the word "bitch", till it has no meaning at all.
Even my friends all each other bitch jus for the fun of it.



Yawns.
I had a wonderful dinner and love all my friends. =]

Am going to bathe soon.

Retarded

Some retarded person posted my unglam pic.(nt the one above)

Thanks heh.

Tsk.

Was irritated. because was taken without my permission.
TSK

idiot.

Watever ah.

tonight is probably the earliest night i ever sleep.

Night people.

Tsk tsk

after reading your blog.

you jus reminded me again.

11 kicks and 1 slap on the thigh.

=D

thank dear. =]

I shall rmb it.

I think i will write in my note book or organiser some where. =]

Yea, i should.

=D

Random

Jus reach home not long.

Nth really wanna blog about.

Kinda emo-ing as well and like ston-ing.

yea.

I enjoyed friday nights.
out, smoke, talk, crap, eat.

my school work and work work is piling up.
and i'm feeling damn fucking sick with work already.

even though am a workaholic.
still.
am not a super ultra strong robot or sth.

*yea smoking. Quiting. trying to. (but with my job, it doesn't seem to work)

As long as one is happy,
I'm contented.
No struggling,
nothing.


night people.

oh no.

is good morning people.
rise and sun!

It's isn't a prob

It's not a problem at all actually.

Not a big deal.

But use words wisely.
use your vulgarities properly.

...

U sound joking, i wont get into it too much.

But ya.


Irritated mood now.

Damn Hunry

I'm damn damn hungry now.

And i have nth to eat at home!!

Damn it.

Seriously, i hungry till i very uncomfortable.

damn it.

how lah how.

Some recent random pic.

Yeap yeap.

HUNGRY!

Smile

Smile though your heart is breaking.
Smile even though it's aching
When there are clouds in the sky,
You'll get by.

If you smile through your tears and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find life is still worthwhile
If you just, smile.

Go fucking away

1. I don't fucking love u

2. I don't fucking like u

3. I don't fucking miss you

4. I fucking HATE you.

Try sending in all the sms or calls.

I wont do anything to it except jus to delete then away eve be4 i read them.

Fucking stay away from me and move the hell on.

And one last thing,

I will nv get together with you no matter how much u changed, whether u are rich or not, or even u have anything that is like good.

Being with you again will nv ever fucking happen.

NEVER!

Blah

* am wearing jus my badminton tee shirt and shorts.
super super slack today.
=]

Friday 20th march

Happy birthday to jacob.

Skip the morning class, and attend the 2nd one.

till 4pm.

suppose to catch a movie much there's no nice seats left.

so postpone to the next day.

Went home, slacked.
went out to meet people.

Talked things out.
understand the whole situation.
Drinking, boozing.
tipsy and high.

went home, and fall aslp in front of my laptop.

Sat 21 march.

Happy Birthday to mummy.

Went out or movie.
Went home to change to thicker clothes cux very very cold.

MRT-ed down to bugis.

Dinner all together as a family.

Seperated.

meet yanru.
chill at Haji.

walked to shaw mac.
eat supper.

Rae came over.
coffee for her.

home.


am home now.
There's a lot of things i know.
And i'm damn fucking disappointed in you.

Don't deserve my replies.
Don't deserve anything from me.
No longer.
No more.

Whatever you do,
Stay away from me.
because, you had thrown yr face till there's nothing much left.
and don't blame on ppl for why u throw your face.

Whole story out.
Satisfied.
I heard what i think i deserved to know.

Am all right about u.

I made the right choice.
I chose the right road.

depend on other people don't make u stronger.

Yes, you are jus a weakling.

It's already so late. and i need to go out tmr for school work earlier.

bah.

night people.

Sry guys if i'm a lil emo recently.
am working on it.

too many things on my mind.

nah, not about "her".
I'm already so fucking over it, and am leading a happier life now.

hugs people hugs.

bahahah

Silly as always.

Can't believe it.