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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

What is the feeling?

The feeling.

Why do humans feel lonely at times?
Even though they have family, they have friends and some of them have even lovers.
Yes, they have people around them, yet they still feel lonely.

Why?

What is the definition of "Loneliness"?

How is loneliness created?

Why is it called "loneliness"?

There are so many questions, yet there's no ans to them.

Who can understand one can feel until they actually are in the person's shoes?

Loneliness,
When u think of Loneliness,
You saw something dark,
Something black and white, or jus dull dark colours.
you see an image of a single person, a single item, in the sea, on the beach, standing on a grassland, all alone.

but have you ever think, whether that person or item is you?
or someone else?
someone you know or don't know.

You maybe happily enjoying yourself, not feeling lonely and so on,
but, other people may not feel the same.

Do not expect people to lead a happy, and un-lonely life forever.

Teasing at lonely people is a bitch.

one will never understand how lonely feel like.
how the heart feels, how the tears drop, how the pillow drowned.

okay.
It's nothing against anyone or anything, it's jus what i feel like saying.

Good night.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Vote for me alright??

Miss Singapore world Voting.

Jus click on the link above.

I know you guys love me, so show me your love by helping me to vote alright??
=]

btw, if u cant recognize me through the photo,
I'm contestant number 11.
Hugs.

with lotsa of love,

Jiselle.

Moving


i'm moving soon.

i mean for blog.

will tell u guys my new blog link.

good night

Thursday, June 25, 2009

guess what?

TO ERIC:

Go on and get angry and so on.
blame it on me if you think that it will make u feel much better.
because you know what?
i couldn't be bother anymore.
I gave you advise yet you dun listen is your own lost.
so i give up.

One word for you. WHATEVER

i jus wan to party tonight.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Renovation

The renovation has started like 2 days already and it's fucking dusty.

take a look.



My room's bathroom as well. but i didnt take a pic.

Result to i can't sleep in my room for this few weeks, which totally sucks.



Smoking by my kitchen window.
just being bo liao so i took some pic.

lot's of things run through my head whenever i'm smoking alone.

Love is complicated.
a good friend of mine as well as work friend, he got into some situation and he is making himself feeling like shit.
it's almost the same situation whereby i handle be4, so i i know how he is feeling.

But he is more the the venting out in a crazy way.
for me, i'll just keep crying my heart out.

oh well.

Love sucks at times.
agree?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Siantosa

Was suppose to go to "siantosa aka sentosa" for sun-tanning today, but apparently when charmaine and i reach vivo, it was cloudy.

ps: Siantosa is created by Charmaine tan, because she thinks that Sentosa is for "Kan" sian people to go one. and we are the "Kan" sian people.

so in the end we drop the idea and went to watch movie instead.



Us with our movie ticket.

Guess what we watched.

"Drag me to hell"

Like wtf right?

It's not even scary lah.

I heard review like it damn F scary and so on. but i think it's not.
i jus think it's more disgusting than scary?
gross.

a waste of time to watch that movie.

oh well.

reminder to people, 
if you wan to watch "drag me to hell", you can jus give up on that idea.
i'm serious.

Monday, June 22, 2009

A personality test which i find it quite true.

From a Personality test.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Me and my fucking life.

Somehow, I suddenly tout of stuffs, about my life, about me.

I handle tons of shit, i gotten shit from people.
Life seriously sucks big time.
when i'm so fucking down, no one will even know.
I put up a false front, so that the people around me will not see how weak i can be at times.

Yea i'm still young, no longer a girl, and not yet a woman.
i don't grow up with a silver spoon in my mouth, i don't grow up in a warm and happy family.
yea, i may not be the worst, but no one will want to lead the life like how i led mine.

Not many people know who i am, No one really understand me.

Yes i'm a girl. but I'm not the average type of girl, that you expect one to be like.
i'm not girly girly, i seldom whine, i'm so-called fierce. i'm not gentle.
I'm not the typical model that you read their blogs online, you saw them on the street, wearing dresses and high heels, carrying branded stuff and so on.
sorry, but i can't afford them, but i'll get things that i'm satisfied and happy with, whenever i can afford them, and of course they are not branded stuff.
I'm not like those girls who enjoy doing medicure and pedicure,
my nails are short and i have been keeping them short, due to work.
i do paint my toe nails sometime, but i dont like fancy nails.

I look at stuffs differently, maybe that is y i'm being a designer.
Designer always look at things in a different angle, in a different way.

Life can be simple, but humans always make them complicated.
Love can be simple, but humans always make them complicated.

I'm still re-creating a life whereby it's so simple, with things that i love, people that i love.
I want to be living in the world of art and design as well.
I can't survive without art and design.

I'm still young,
I'm still learning,
Life is all about learning

I'm a workaholic.

I don't have the intention to live till like 80 or 90 years old.
I don't need people to bless me to wat ripe old age.

I don't believe in them.

People will die, it's jus a matter of time.

mine, as long as i die in peace, which mean i fulfill every single desire of mine,
i'm contented.

good night.

Going Broke soon.

I think alot of people sian with my face in my blog already so yea.

be glad that this post don't have my face in it.
=]

nothing much to say.

went out to meet lynn today because it'sbeen quite sometime since i last saw her.

love the meet up today.

but i spend a lil over.
damn.

i can't resist the food lah. =[

and the tarts, omg, it's damn nice lah.

and yea,
I'm going to sentosa with charmaine tmr!!

it's been so long since i last went sentosa.

finally a time to get tan but not burnt.
cuz the current situation i'm in, i cant afford to get burnt.
=]

i'm a lil slpy now,but there are some work that i have to help a fren to finish up.
so last min.

ey fren,you own me a favour. i don't care.

ok.need to start liao.

bye now.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

in the end.

I didnt go for the grooming class.

I feeling a lil sick.

so i decided to rest more.

sigh.