Being judged.

Shit people who dunno me well and judged me.

To being with, one should not judge anyone.

So, fuck to people that judged other people.

Human who judged, make them become the low-class level of human side.

They make people realise how pathetic they are, how ugly they are.

Seriously,

U make my relationship sucks now.

u make it so unstable.

and now, u made me so tired of giving in anymore.

I am no longer going to change.

I am no longer to try.

I do not give a shit anymore.

I do not care whether who is getting the blames in the end,

because, i realised that u are just nothing to me. not even a speck of dust.

so FUCK OFF.

Because of what is happening,

I went to poison myself with more cig, more alcohol.

But apparently, set aside the poisoning, I am glad that, i finally realised who is wearing the mask and who is not.

bye now.

7th week

It has been 7 weeks since school start. and last 3 weeks are like shit.
Submissions, consultation, and wasting tons of money on the printing and reprinting.

I used all my angbaos money on the printing and buying those material.

At first i thought i could have some spare cash to do some shopping for myself.
now i seriously doubt so.

Pimples keep popping out.
due to monthly "aunt's visit", tons of stress, and late night sleeps which happens every single night. damn.
my back is aching due to the stupid chair that is in one of my fav colour, but the design really sucks. it's like those kopitiam chair.
Guess i need to go IKEA for study chair soon. If not, i think my back wont take it anymore.
*provided i have the time to.

Work, study, work, study, work, study
That's my life.
boohoo.

Need to go back to do my packaging design soon.
which is due on wednesday.
And need to do a illustration for wednesday class as well.

alright.
will blog soon.

Tears

The picture is being photoshop-ed for the tears part.

but now, deep down my heart, and since yesterday. i have been crying.
jus keep on crying.

cry till i cant think anymore.

Sins

Everyone have their sins.
They need to pay back their sins.

What's my sins?
Living throughout my life, i did bad stuffs. i did good stuffs.
That's life, isn't it?

What goes around comes around.
Karma.

I have been doing some reading.
and I just keep thinking my my head about sins, karmas, and paying back kinda stuff.
after reading just make me keep thinking about my 23 years of life.

time to slp.
good night.

Back memories

MSW FINAL Gown

1st time ever wear such a stunning gown.

Time of the month

LA time.

feel like shit now.

gf went supperclub.
i'm at home chionging homework.

just finish not long ago.

heading to bed soon. need to be up at 7.

damn all the stupid assignments.

i am so in a fucked up mood now.

and i can feel that my cramp is coming.

Now i know

Now i know,
how much do i love u.

Without you with me for like gg to 5 days, i miss u like crazy.
how i miss u mean how i love u also.
so if i miss u like crazy, that also means i love u like crazy.

Less than 24 hour u will be back in sg. but i will only be able to see u on wed. =[

In love like crazy.

='[

I miss u like crazy.

sry peeps, i am emo-ing.

Boohoo hoo~

I miss you like crazy.

I still got 4 more days then can see you. =[

CNY eve

It's a night for reunion dinner.

I just finished mine, together with my aunties, mummy and brother.
hmmm.

supposed to go river angbao later.
but i still thinking to go anot.
heard alot of problems between the relative side, internal conflict.
guess than my angbao will be much lesser already.

every year my ang baos already veru little already, tis time it's going to go much lesser.

sigh.

dinner was simple and nice.
and the homemake cheese cake was fantastic. i am addicted to it.

i miss my gf so much.
i have not heard from her for more than 24 hours, whether be it by text or call.
i am still waiting.