Apparently...

I do not want to give you promises that i will wait or whatever.

I now i cant wait for long.
I don't the patience to.

Nowadays, even if we broke up, i also don't have a time for myself.
I need time for myself.
I want time for myself.
I just wanna do my own stuff.

Getting a job is for your own good.
Not for me.

Yes, i'm irritated by you.
I hate you pestering me.
Keep asking me to meet you etc when i really tired and want to stay at home.

I won't purposely go and wait or sth like tat.
Jus walk and count a step at a time.

Al i want to do now is to concentrate on my studies.

Alright.

Now our status is different.
I don't really can bring myself to hug you, kiss you or even hold yr hands.

I need my own space yet you r not giving me enough.
even when we r not together.
saying in a mean way,
you have no right to bother abt what i do or where i go.
to say in a nicer way,
you cant stop me from doing the things that i want to do.

hmmm.

i very sick and tired with the things are now and i wan to be left alone.
jus wan to catch up with friends and my studies.