Tuesday night

I regret treating you good.
Now that i had sort out my thoughts,
I will not treat you like how i used t treat you.

Went home after school.
sit at home and do my stuff.
then jon came over to find me, after knowing that she lost her job.
and i'll jus plainly ignore her.

met up with yanru and yf at eve.
she insisted on tagging along, when all i wanted is to be alone.
and she gotten herself drunk.
for jus 2 bottle of beers.

can catch the last train.
she dragged the time till there no more last train. and i have to cab back.
waste of money.
shouting and anger every where in bugis.
as if i give a shit.

I dun wan to treat you as good as i used to.
Cux u dun really deserved it now.
It's time for you to grow up now. to be mature and hardworking.

sigh.
My 21st birthday next month.
wont have any celebration.
no money to any more.