Pursue.

I have been really down these days and there's nothing to cheer me up,
or lets say, nothing CAN cheer me up.

I know friends are there and so on.
And yes, I love them all.
But there are times whereby,
once something affected me,
even though i know my friends loves me and so on,
I just can't cheer up.

I can't smile truely anymore.

My life is going to be like that.



When I pursue more time,
I never have enough of them.
When I pursue more rest,
I never have enough of them.
When I pursue happiness,
I never had them.

God doesn't give me what i want.
Because I can never give him what he wants.

I just want to cry,
in silence.