Realise

I realise that..

I have subconsciously forgiven you for all that you have caused me.
Because i smiled.

But i'll nv forget what happened before.

And this teaches me to look at things carefully, look at a relationship carefully, know people carefully.

Being together with you i nv thought that it's a mistake, but a lesson learnt.

Oh well.
Memories, yes, there is.
bad stuffs too.

but it's over,
and both of us are leading our own life.

oh well.

back to me myself!
I have been treating my health like shit.

for the whole day till now, i only eaten waffle.
with a single scoop of vanilla ice cream.

that's it.

wonderful huh.

and have been smoking alot recently.

What is happening to me?

at work today, quarrels happened, and obviously, not my fault.
it's kinda big, but i really "ren" very long already.
one word to her- Whatever.

working is tiring today because lack of manpower.
so alone, in fountain, doing all the orders.

my back is aching like shit.
my arms are getting stronger.
my legs are tired.

boo.