Rain rain pain~

It's raining outside.

will be going out later to meet cliques.

have the urge to meet them.

i...

have been home since morning,
didnt want to leave the bed.

Jus want to like stone, think and jus nua.

my mind, is being filled up the whole day.
thinking and missing.

Jac, sry that i cant go and find you when i'm supposed to.
thank you for sending me back and helping me.
Apologies to Jac's friends as well.


ok... back to my drama!

Shopping

A few things that i feel like getting.

Need:
1. new wallet. my LV already spoilt for years already.
2. Bagpack to carry around when i'm bring my laptop out.

Want:
1.

2.
3.
White one of course.
(picture credit to soplify-boo.weebly.com)

I want to go shopping.
I vent everything out.

Hungry now.

Maggie maybe later.

Fuck lah.

back.

Busy week.

Submissions are the pain in the ass thing.

busy and rushing.

fighting with time, and the printing shop is damn small to fit in every single one.

'

Past pic.

=]

Piece of shit

Getting to frustrated.

Couldn't take it.

I broke down.

badly.

I went to smoke, and i broke down.
I cried badly.

tears jus keep flowing out.

Starting,

i'm all alone.
behind alley.
crying like shit.
silently.

on to my continuous 3rd stick, am still crying,
but i have someone beside me, yanru.

it's good that we're in the same school.

she's there jus to listen to me.
to hold me when i cry.
to pat my head when i'm down.

All the things that i think about,
all the stuff i have to do.

I'm a heavy thinker.
thinks alot,
thinks too much.

am jus really plain stupid and silly.
am jus some emo kid.

Fuck it lah

Oh great.

I fucking feel so fucking down.
so fucking emo.

How am i suppose to say?
is not i don't want to, is more like i don't know how to.

i'm such a fucking stupid piece of shit.

sigh.

I shall jus emo myself at one corner after i finish my work

Who will ever know

Am doing my work half way.
so jus feel like pouring out.


Who the fuck will anyone know that i feel like crying?

For what?

I dun even know.

Nonsensical?

haha.
I know.

am jus plainly emo-ing.

Party again!!!

Am going party tonight!!

Straight place because birthday girl is straight.
=]

oh well. no matter what we will enjoy ourself. =]

CBox locked again and now deleted

It's very tiring to see my tag board being spam and flooded.

Anyone wan to contact me or sth, please directly contact me. once in a while i'll pop by yr blog to say hello. =]

Am gg clubbing tonight.

But am emo now.

Sigh.

NOTE:

Cboxed removed because CELEST is damn irritated seeing his stupid, retarded remark.
(quoted from our msn conversation)
she asked me quote her.

hmm..

thanks alot girl.
=]

Bahahaha.

It's almost 4 already.

And i'm still awake.

hmm.

Class starts at 9 am.
Tsk.

haha.

was out like having supper. and then went to meet another fren.
nice chat we have.
even though 1st time meet up.

it's been so long since i last slack at the mac and just talk with a cup of coke. =]

usually i'll jus slack with lynn.
now seldom because, lynn is tired after work and me busy with school work.

so yea.

today didnt even touch any of my school work.
how nice.

haha.

good night ppl.

dum dum dum

Jus came back from from briefing.

sitting down in my living room, blogging away.

i got tons of work to do.
but then hor, tsk. lazy.

didnt have enough sleep.

and i hate afternoon naps.
it gives me headaches.

New school project coming up.
Interesting theme.
I need to start to think about ideas already.

smile people smile!
Keep smiling and it will make the rest of your day happy.

=]