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Up Next, ISP.

Normal Subjects assessments is over. It ended yesterday. ISP starts on the Tues. and from what i heard from my friends, there are tons of things to do. Damn. I find myself have not been working hard enough for my school. i need to work harder. like seriously. but how to?

Will i be able to work hard for my upcoming ISP?

I need to work hard.

sigh.

I need to go to work later.
so sian, but today is public holiday. so the pay will be slightly more.
I cant wake for end of the month of my pay. I have an aim to do sth already.
=]

*this pic we took be4 we even start dating.

I miss baby. badly.

We had a nice talk yesterday, and i feel that she can be the one that i can be open up to. For the past 22 years, i always keep things inside my hearts, not intentionally, it's jus naturally that i find things have no point to tell ppl, so naturally, i'll jus dun say out.
anyway for the past 22 years, it's really difficult for me to open my mouth and tell things to ppl, even own partner. i will say, but not everything.
My ex partner, dun even bother to ask me to open up to them, only her, only this current one, have been keep asking me to be open up to her. sometime, to say the truth, i get very irritated when she keep asking me to open up to her, i jus think that she dun understand how much i have been trying to open up to her, and it's really difficult for me to do it. it's making me very tired.
yesterday, i jus decided to tell her that it's really tiring to force me to say things out and so on, and i cried.
I nv cry in front of baby before. I cried.
and I feel that she understand how i feel when i told her about it.
even though she still wan me to try to change, at the same time, she will no longer force me to change so fast till i couldnt handle.

I love u baby.
=]

clear

Mixing with a group or even jus one lesbian, doesn't make you a lesbian.
if you are one, then u will be one.

who say i used to be straight?
no one knows whether i used to be bisexual or not.
even i myself also dunno. I jus assumed that i was straight. because when i was young, i nv had any gf. but i do like girls be4? so what does it mean then.

and to agree with rae, happiness can be found regardless of gender. so to . , From what i see and read, i assume that you're a straight guy, maybe know me personally.
and if you do, please, either u show yrself up, or jus stop bothering about how my life is.

what kind of era is this now?
Accept the fact man!

and one warning, dun you dare to start commenting about my friends. It's my warning, a very serious one, to you.
even my own gf dun comment about my own group of frens.

try me, if u dare.

Love

U are not here physically when i need you the most.
but it's okay,

I know you are here with me mentally, taking care of me, helping me to destress.
thank you baby.

I know you wan to help me and so on. But i dun wan you to stress together with me. i rather stress alone.

it's time for me to slp.
headaches.
good night.

night baby! sleep well.

Stresssssss.....

This week is submission week!

whereby everyone is getting like almost no sleep at all. and so on.

it's a week to slim down totally.

I totally have no appetite to eat even though i'm hungry.
i totally like lack of sleep.
and now having mild headache.

i hope i'm on track.
seriously.

Favourite song for now.

It's on repeating mode on my itunes!!!!

It's really nice.
go and listen to it!!!

to the . (full stop) that has been tagging my my tagboard.

I dunno you, and i hope, i really dunno who you are in real life. and maybe u are jus some random stranger that passed by my blog.

thanks for your concern and all. but you're not me or maybe can say you're not gal.. so maybe you have no idea what we want.

pls don hide from someone you really care , show them. don come and show to someone you donno.

=]

everything jus sucks to the core.

Everything jus sucks to the core without money.

everything need money.
eat, walk, travel.

broke like shit.
dun even dare to eat outside.

shall survive on maggi mee.

i need fast cash, any job available???

Grumpi-ness

Eating mac, half way, then rush to toilet, and realised, i jus had the time of the month.
like wtf.

and it's cramping now. double wtf.

i cant imagine tmr. how the cramp will like.
triple wtf.

New up!

New tattoo.

i love it.

silly? stupid?
what's the hurry?
i dun think that way, i do it because i want to.

woke up tis morning with much displease.
and decided to jus get out of the house.
no matter how many time she missed call me, she text me, i jus want to be alone.
then random thought, i wanna get a tattoo.
so i went down and get it done.

problems, problems.
school, work, family, and so on and so fore.
so sick of it.
i jus hope everyone will jus like live happily ever after?
which is impossible.

oh well.

yup.

中秋节快乐

It's our 1st month

I nv really blog about my relationship in my blog. this current one.

since it's the 1st month, i decided to blog about it.


Our honeymoon lasted 3 days and we already start quarrelling.

you and me,
our character mostly the same, temper the same, attitude also the same.
we have the same horoscope, born in the same years, same month, jus a day apart.
couple with the same character, can be a very very very good thing, or it can turn out to be a very very very bad thing as well.

yes, our honeymoon didnt lasted for 3 month (which is supposed to be for new relationship i guessed).
i tout the moment when we quarrel, i have the thinking we wont last through a month or so.
and yet, now, it's our 1st month together.

i always dun believe in relationship, and now i still not fully believe.
ever since the past fail relationship, i had given up on love.
i dunno about how am i gg to be like in the future, but i know i love how things are now, and i'm happy being together with you.

happy 1st month-sary.
thank you for your present, i love it.
and i hope you like the one i gave you as well.