Saturday

Working in the morning as waitressing. damn. i'm so tired.

Oh yar.
After work, i went to touch up my tattoo.

thicker now.

Shiping is a happy and satisfied girl now.

pictures.






Following pic will the picture from the 1st time i did the tattoo, as well as the current one that i had the touch up.
Tadah~

Nicer?
of course! =]

Starting work for chivas as well.
Oh man.. this is so tiring.

really, i think i will die.



soon...


hmm.

Apparently ms lai had her new touch screen hp with 8 fucking megapix camera, where by you took a pic with it, i can count the number or pores i have from the picture.
And to her influence,
I so want a touch screen hp as well.
Best?


I phone!!!!!

ARGH!

Nice right?

Damn.
I want the white one lah~
whines*


after my tatto is done,

meet up with yanru, jon.
eat at carls junior.
when to eve to had a drink.
I had gin tonic and both of them had beer.
half way met jo there and we jus all talked craps together.

and sing a few songs, bye bye to them. cab and tadah~ i'm home! =]

now a bit sleepy.

damn.

Stress

Work stress.
Holding 3 jobs at one go,
Trying very hard to juggle everything.

I didnt know it will be so fucking tiring.

I still have not recover from my flu.

Damn.

Sleeping late every single day.

my skin is getting worse.
dark eye rings are getting worse.

damn it.

Tomorrow got to do an event at some place dunno for martel or chivas.
Briefing 1st, then work then i will be standing in fuckign 3-4 inch heels like nobody business. it will kill my legs
trust me.

damn it.

I really should like get use to wear heels.

I love my tattoo!!!

If it's thicker, it will be better!!!

haha.

First Tattoo

I jus had my 1st tattoo.

It's expensive for such a small one.
But then again, pay already, done already, i cannot say anything, jus regret not having the outline to be thicker. =]

Pictures.



The star look a bit out of shape in pic cux the tattoo is behind my ear, so kind of will pull a bit.
I like my 1st tattoo.
Though it's common, and not thick enough, but i still like it.

I wanted it to be thicker though.

Damn. should ask the person to do it thicker.

Something like that.
(ps: this is photoshop fr the thicker version)


Maybe when i got the money, i shall go and have a thicker one to touch up or at other area.
Now i kow why people say tattoo-ing is addictive.

Hmmm...

Yanru dear.

Anything can call me,
You still have me. call me anytime you like, provided i'm not working.
alright.
hugs and kisses*

Tuesday

It's tuesday!

Today casting went well.

So i most probably gotten the job.

It's a terrible afternoon.
I hate whatever you do.
I don't know what should i do nor do i need you to tell me what to do.

Sorry is meaning once, useful again twice, nothing much thrice and irritating when the number of sorry being said out.

Too bad, too sad.

I want to do what i like to do.
so yar.
Yar maybe the things i do yet i don't like you to do, so?
You don't have to like follow what i am saying or whatsoever.

I asked you out for dinner, it doesn't mean anything, do please dun mistook that i had already forgive you.
I need time alone.
I want to go out with my friends etc.

I no longer will change for anyone.
is your own choice whether you are changing or me and not asking me to change or complaining about how i am.

things can be normal, but jus not like before anymore or any sooner.

you know since i had already talked to you about this.

that's all for this matter.

I don't really feel good.
Very thirsty
Very uncomfortable
Very gao wei.
Very tired but not sleepy.
Damn.

My skin is getting from bad to worse!

It's monday

Hmmm.

Have been sleeping late and like having broken sleep.
After that feeling damn tired at night already, esp when I'm outside.
but whenever i reach home, i'm not tired already and start to like stay awake till 3 plus 4 or even 5 am in the morning.

Damn.

Hmm.

Tomorrow i have a casting at the great world city and it's damn fucking not really like easy to go there. Spoilt my mood for it.
I'm not like rich models or people who take cab to wherever they are going or even for casting.
By hook or crook i have to find a train there or even a bus.
Cabbing to casting is something that i seldom do.

And tomorow casting i have to wear high heels.
damn. Great World City is far and i stil have to wear heels? it will kill me!! damn it.
Most prob i'll jus wear a slipper and reach there then change or sth. hmm.

Sigh. I think i'm not going for the Mc model interview already, cux it's so fucking out of the way.

Damn.
Feeling like tired now, but not sleepy.
and it's like my mood like so grumpy and upset easily recently.
Damn fucked up as well.

Too bad, i jus show my emotions out, i dont really care about how people deal with it.

You wanna get upset over my mood or so, so be it. as if i care.
It's no one's fault or whatsoever.

it's jus things happen or you do, it jus happen or do it at a wrong day, wrong time, wrong mood.

too bad.

Feeling like damn bored now.

Need to rush my work as well.

Christmas coming.

Zoukout less than like 2 weeks time.
I wont be going, cause i cant really afford the ticket there. damn.

Oh well.

bye ppl.

ps: OH YA! Thank you jon's mummy for buying the gucci lanyard for me. =]

Oh Man

I so want to go to the ZOUKOUT!

Damn.

Bu it's damn expensive!

Grrrr.

So tired.

sick. totally.
Having a flu, and cough.
I think fever soon!
Don't really feel really good now!

damn.

later at 10 meeting for photoshoot.
and then afterwards? i really dunno what to do le.

Should go home 1st, put my stuff and then rest or jus chill out with friends!

Oh ya, so need to return to swensens to check my schedule.

Damn.

Work have been a mess today

I do not know what happen to me today!

It's like i got no mood,
My leg is aching the shit out of me,
I knocked into marble wall ill now my elbow is still fucking painful.

Damn it.

Today is jus not my day.

My naval piercing is starting to heal i think.
Cause' it's like dman itchy at the surrounding.

Tomorrow i have to like rush my designing work!
And make sure the designers are going to hand up the artwork to me on time!!!

Alright.

Time for bed soon!

Suddenly

Suddenly,

I miss all my friends, those friends that i seldom get to see them.

Xiaona!
Wanli!
Secondary school mates.
Etc.

Hmm..

Damn.


Working have been busy and i have been lazy also. really very tired.
But i do need the money.
So yar!

Damn.

I'm so in love!

YAY!

I am so so so in love with.....



I wan to watch it in Cinema, i want to buy the book.
And and i gotten a hp theme on twilight!

C how crazy i am.

But at least i'm not like crazy till like some lunatic!

bye now!

I will be really busy

I will be really really busy with work work and more work.

Waiting for my result to be mailed to me.

hmmm

to work my ass off suddenly make me forget that i'm still a student.
Which i think it's good.
Cuz, once i tout of school, i become like sian liao.

I'm tired, and i'm off tmr! yay!
So even though i'm like fucking tired, i wont sleep so early, since i off and i can like slp till late.

But still when i wake up, i stil have to work from home.
Damn.

hmmm..

change of topic.

Working have been lots of scolding and really bad bad temper sometimes.
Busy, dun wan to send, dun wan to work.
Like WTF!

The money you being paid is not easy to earn.
But you people are like trying to get easy money and trying to ignore all the customer,and making the rest of us stressing, delaying and fucking irritated.
Damn you.
Fuck you.

Now i'm feeling damn bored.

Hmmm.

I've been like smoking more and more and more.
Hmm.

Oh well.
Let me die early also good.

Life is meaningless sometime.

Bye