i feel afraid, scared.

(written on the 2nd nov, 2.30am)

I got this fear inside my heart.

It felt cold, lonely, and scary.

I think i felt afraid, and scared.

why am i feeling this when i left your house.

I felt the warm in your arms, i felt safe in your arms.

But once u went back to sleep, i felt, cold.

the coldness made me shiver non-stop. i can feel the cold in my heart, and in the bones.

It's not the aircon, it's not the cold floor.

how should i put it if u guys dun understand it.

i myself also dunno why am i feeling this.

i dunno.

i'm scared. and cold.

I hate this feeling. 

It makes me think too much sometime, and sometime, i dun even know what kind of things am i thinking.