I'm gonna

I'm gonna pretend that i do not have a family anymore.

whatever u guys say,
i ignore
whatever u guys scold,
i ignore
whatever u guys nag,
i ignore

i do my part to report to you whatever u need to know.
but other than that,
i will jus treat that u guys are there for the sake of being there,
nothing much but jus like room mates.

i have finally clear my mind, realising that,
there's no point arguing and so on.
cux no matter what,
i always lose.
because of who i am.

that's all.