Go away.

when i reading the previous post, i think of you.

but whenever i had nice things in my mind and blog, it will jus lead to a sudden change in everything.

i hate it.

go away, i dun wan to see or hear anyone.

下一站， 幸福。

有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

I love this sentence.

It's my birthday card!

It's a huge ass birthday card, and i love it.
thank you rae for making the effort to get ard to get the people to sign it.
i really appreciate it. And thanks to the people who sign and also for the gift.

It's my best birthday ever.

I feel the love from all of you. thank you!!

more

running nose,
coughs,
bad headaches.

now with swollen eyes.
painful nose,
tons of coughs,
and worse headache.

tears are there.

but more words are exchanged. we communicate and we understand.
I'm loving you more and more every single day.

i just cant explain why.

loves~
I cry is not because you make me.
I cry is the way i unleashed out my feeling,
the way i let out all my unhappiness.

I nv cry for a particular person other than my grandma and a class mate of mine who past away when i'm in sec 1 due to car accident.

See me cry is easy.
See me cry because of a particular person is difficult.

to be or not to be.

To party or not to party?

and that's a question.

submission over. but presentation on friday morning. hmm..
thinking to party or not tmr. damn.

HB 2

Happy birthday to me yesterday,
Happy birthday to my baby today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

with tons and tons of love.

yea, i know, i jus older than her by jus one fine day. one fine day.

happy now?

=]

HB

It's my birthday!

I'm 22 already~

-.-|||

felt old instantly already.

I pretend

When you apologized, i say" it's okay. no worries."

But actually It's not really okay.

totally not okay.

but i still say "it's okay", because i dun wan to be fucking unreasonable gf.

i want to be a gf whereby, not petty, being very reasonable, and best gf.

I tried doing things that i dun usually do. 

it's difficult for me, but i still do.

everyone will tend to compare the current date or gf, with the best ex they ever had, whether be best on bed, best on handling tempers,or whatsoever. compare compare compare.

i fucking hate that.

i just can't stop images, words and voices from going into my mind. 

i need to stop!

fuck.

Memories.

msw 2009. 

nice experiences and so on.

=]

i feel afraid, scared.

(written on the 2nd nov, 2.30am)

I got this fear inside my heart.

It felt cold, lonely, and scary.

I think i felt afraid, and scared.

why am i feeling this when i left your house.

I felt the warm in your arms, i felt safe in your arms.

But once u went back to sleep, i felt, cold.

the coldness made me shiver non-stop. i can feel the cold in my heart, and in the bones.

It's not the aircon, it's not the cold floor.

how should i put it if u guys dun understand it.

i myself also dunno why am i feeling this.

i dunno.

i'm scared. and cold.

I hate this feeling. 

It makes me think too much sometime, and sometime, i dun even know what kind of things am i thinking.