all of the sudden...

All of the sudden,

I started to emo.
I feel like crying somehow.
I need someone to be beside me now.
to comfort me, to give me a really really tight hug.

Hmmm..

I hope there are more than 24 hours per day, and human can don't need to sleep.
I got so many things to do. and i'm fucking stress now. i dun even know whether am i able to complete it anot.
God bless ya.

Don't know why,

I jus feel so down all of the sudden.
What happen?
Nothing.
no quarrels with bb ah..
nothing ah.

I was even treating bb's mother to swensens jus now. for dinner.

sigh.

I need new bag.
where the hell do i get the money to go and buy one.
My pay is fucking low.
and i have to survived on that leftover of money till next month.
my mum still very direct. fuck it k.
once i gotten my pay, she dun even give me allowance already.
fuck it lah.

Now what,
all of the sudden, i'm angry already.

Fuck lah.

I think i'm jus too stress.

Hate being in this state and hate how i'm feeling down.