Spend most of my time at home.

Early in the morning woke up and meet bb fora super duper quick lunch.

and then sent her to work.

by right i'm suppose to get my material, but i cant find the one that i need. so i have to go to art friend and get it.

home work are mostly done.

i'm kind of lazy now.

like wan to lazy around.

keep on watching "heroes" after i'm done with my homework.

Feeling damn sick now.
terrible cough and running nose.
terrible terrible.

mummy bought cough syrup for me.
I hope it works.

it's already 7pm. 1.5 hour more i'll be heading to airport to find bb.
hmmm.

mummy kind of know that i'm in a gay relationship now.
and of course, she seriously disapprove it.
don't whether she think i'm jus playing or really serious in this relationship.
oh well.
but who cares.
As long as she don't hurt those people whom i treasured., and also dun interfere with what i'm doing now.
I'm contented.
Jus keep her mouth shut will do. (no offence)
and also playing or not, only me and my bb will know.

I do not care how people think. and i do not care what my family are thinking.
I do care about how my close frens think and most importantly, my bb think.
hmmm.

Have been really emo lately somehow.
jus like dunno,
Tearing alone on the bed to sleep. wet my pillow with my tears.
Suddenly like i'm having depression.
But i guess i'm jus having my moody days or weeks.

PMS is delaying.
maybe this is the cause as well.
don't know.

sigh.
have been stressed i guess.
my body function is not functioning well.

sick, late pms, grumpy, emo etc etc.
What else.
Tired.

oh well.

Signing off.