I didnt know that,

Hmmm.

Was talking to my auntie, listening to her nagging over the phone again and again.

So what if i'm the bad egg in the family? i do not give a shit.
As if i care.

I'm so fucking tired with lotsa of stuff.

Fuck it k.

Hmm.

I do not know whether should i believe that it's true or not.
from what i heard from my aunt.

My mum actually suffered from depression before.
when she and my father is preparing for a divorce.

from what i hear,

Her depression maybe coming back.
Due to too much worrying about me.
I do not know.

What should i do?

I'm worried as well.

my aunt is like asking me to be a good girl and like care for my mum more. stay home more etc.
Sigh.
The fact that i hate staying at home.
I do not want to have quarrels at home which i seriously hate.

Sigh.

BB... for this moment, i miss you so much.
I'm so confused.

All i need now is a tight tight hug.

But i guess, what i can do now is to give my blanket a tight tight hug instead.

sigh.

Sister is home late, yet mum didnt complain.
shall i call it unfair or what.

Don't know.